It has been almost a whole year since I sat down here to write. I was doing so well and posting on my blog almost daily if not weekly. I still keep a journal using pen and paper at home but this sometimes is a great way to release those ideas and thoughts instantly.
In 3 weeks it will be the closing of a year without Ron. April 15th or TAX DAY will never go without me thinking of the day God needed him more than me. I play back that night over and over in my head wanting to find a sign that somehow he knew. I often ask why? and I can't seem to get an answer to that question. Kylie and I have moved on and are doing well with the support of family and friends. WE have made it through the first of everything with heads held high but a tear or two in our eyes. We will be fine because he will make that come true for us.
Its been a year of new friendships, and revisiting old ones as well. As I currently am writing this blog spot I am in sunny and warm Arizona visiting my folks. A new friend of mine took the time to start his first blog the other day and I logged in to read my past posts....they seem to make me smile more than anything. I was lucky to have him in my life for 13 years and I look back and smile knowing I was blessed for those years.
Kylie has done so wonderful through all of this. She continues to be an excellent student and athlete. I know Ron sees it all too and that makes me happy. We raised a good girl so far and with help of my family and friends I will continue to keep her on the right path.
Just had to take a moment this morning to write and reflect
